Life keeps on moving even when my heart has stopped This world keeps spinning Even when your love has left my heart Time’s not affected when you decide to just be still My thoughts are holding me against my will
Sky lines and city lights are all I see as I’m wasting away You came into my life only to waste it away Sky lines and city lights are all I see as I’m wasting away I need the city to remind me There is life out there surviving
I think I just had a dream within a dream.. and possibly within another dream. This is so weird… haha :[ It was 8:30 Pm. I set my alarm to 9:50 Pm so I could take a quick nap before doing more hw and studying because I was super tired:( I had a dream that I was on my bed, I swear it felt so real. Because I was trying to wake up so I could continue doing my schoolwork stuff. My room was dark and I was listening to music on my ipod. I could turn the volume higher and lower but I couldn’t see the light on it when I did this, nor turn it off. That’s when I knew I was in a dream. I was freaking out like crazy because I could hear occasional random voices in the song. I wanted to wake up but I couldn’t get out of the dream. Apparently somehow I fell asleep again inside the dream and woke up. This time I heard footsteps, thinking that my parents came home. I really thought this was real, that I really was awake. I searched around my bed for my phone. I tried to turn it on but I couldn’t, again, I knew that I was still in a dream :( That’s when my alarm turned on and I actually woke up. Now I’m thinking OMGAHH, that was an intense dream :((( Inception made it cool and whatever but happening in real life, not cool :( I was freaking out hahah. No more dreams within dreams please :[
Yay no school today :) Too bad I have school on Friday though… a 4 day vacation would definitely be nice haha:)
Today… took a long nap then went to go karaoke :) Afterwards went to my first session LOL. It was interesting and I’m inspired now hehe:) It took me a while to feel comfortable. I’m so awkward and shy loll. My top rock is still “fluffy” though :[ I’m going to be focusing on getting better at footwork and making my top rock look less girly… :) I had del taco 39 cents tacos 2 days in a row now and I still want more :/ Why are they so addicting !
Heard from Jenny today hehe:) I was eating and I saw her number calling me on my phone and I got all excited :) LOLL. It’s been too long since I’ve seen her :/ This reminded me of the time when she was in Vietnam and I couldn’t see her and talk to her much. :[ At least she’s coming back on Monday yayyy :) Time to go eat with her and get her fat>:] loll. Buffet time? haha:) I’m glad that when I was talking to her, her personality wasn’t serious and such. Glad to know that Jenny is still Jenny:) She’s going to teach me combat/self defense when she gets back and in return, I’m showing her how to 6 step and w.e LOL. I told her I’m going to get into breakdancing heheh:) It took donuts + abercrombie models to bond us together and now we’re still close :) I like how even if we don’t talk a lot / hang out much, we’ll always have this mutual understanding that makes us close still. I can’t wait to see her and see how she looks like now and show her my brown hair hahah.
Other than that, today will be a fun day=] It’s about time I had a break from this week. Lack of sleep + tests aren’t a good combination haha ;[
She's getting stronger, you know, since you didn't push her away. No, you threw her away. She's learned. You aren't the only thing she talks about anymore, she laughs a little more, and I can see that glow inside her begin to flicker again. She's picking herself up and she's getting stronger and immune to you everyday
I’m relieved that I got my communications + math test over with. It wasn’t too bad.. haha :) Now one more test on Friday. I can do it ! This week = super lack of sleep + being sick ;[ I’ve been taking cough drops the whole day -_- Supposedly it’s bad for you if you take too much but eh, my throat is in need of them :[ Now to study for Chem…
Friday night was a success :) I had a fun time dressing up with my girls and dancing :) I was a devil… without horns haha. Thanks Tina ;] Saturday I was on lockdown though :/ I spent most of the day studying for tests and such. I really wanted to carve pumpkins too :[ The best thing was getting Tastea though :) Thanks! & Sorry for giving crappy directions and getting you lost :x Sunday, still on lockdown. More studying :( I did get Rite Aid ice cream though :) Yum rainbow sherbet:) Then went to check out the Halloween maze near my house LOL.
Two tests tomorrow, wish me luck :) More studying today too ;[ + I got sick again….