October 2010
3 page essay here we go…. :[ I wish I learned my lesson last time. Old habits are definitely hard to break :[
"Everything you loved before, you don't love no...
POV
I’m scarred. I’m not the naive person I used to be. I won’t be taken advantage because of my feelings again. I won’t trust so easily, and I’ll be more cautious now. I know that things don’t last so I shouldn’t “give it my all.” I’m scared to become the weak person I was because of how I feel. I’ll become stronger, and above all use...
“I wonder why we bother with love when it never lasts”
Friday night was… yummy lol:) Made pasta w/ tomato sauce + meatballs + biscuits + mashed potatoes. & played king’s cup with tomato sauce and Gina’s cream puff filling to get rid of it hahah:) I’m glad that we got to catch up, I missed them <3
Saturday night was fun. I went to a costume party as nature lady..? LOL. I used my old lipsync shirt from 10th grade and...
Took my first midterm today. It was an essay :O Hopefully I did well, since my brain is usually dead in the morning haha ;/ All this lack of sleep is making me look like a zombie at school. Darn bags under my eyes :[ I’m excited for tomorrow though:) Finally get to see my girls together and make food + drinks teheh:) Tomorrow will definitely be a fatass Friday…
I’ve been...
What's my name ?
I was listening to Rihanna - What’s my name on youtube. I looked at the comments and found this:
“guess chris brown gave her amnesia…she forgot her own name.” LOLLL
“The greater your capacity to love, the greater your capacity to feel the pain.”
– Jennifer Aniston (via bhrck)
Don't Fall For This
sexhelphotline:
LOLLLLL
This time around, I’ll be more careful.
You know you’re stunning You’re absolutely...
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Just got off the phone. Now I’m ready for bed :) I knew I shouldn’t have taken that 4 hour nap and drink green tea… I feel so wide awake haha :/ I’m really regretting taking Friday classes and waking up at 6:50 everyday ;/
jaydeseize asked: did you decide what day you were doing your thing?
Today...
I got a paper cut from my notebook & found out that I have two bruises on my leg. :[ Is someone abusing me in my sleep or something ? loll. I remember someone telling me that if you get random bruises out of nowhere then supposedly a ghost is playing with you… I’ll just blame my clumsiness on this one haha :]
asdflisatran asked: I miss when we were so close in sophomore year! It feels as if I haven't seen you in forever! How have you been? And what's new?!
Don't fool me with "forever"
Why do people use the word forever? Like I’ll love you forever, I’ll care for you forever, etc. Bullshit. Some people use this term so loosely…but for what purpose? Is this a way of trying to reassure someone that your feelings won’t change even when you know that they will? So for the people who say forever, stop feeding others lies.
“babe I LOVE YOU ♥ ∞”
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Another Dream...
I took a nap, and I had a dream about you -_- It’s so annoying, I swear. I never dreamed about you before but then after that incident in June, it occurred about 3 times already. Is this even normal? I hope that there are no psychological reasons for this. I’m over it, but it’s natural to think about the memories from time to time isn’t it? What is considered normal...
“Come and be my one and only I’m...
jaydeseize asked: lol, when is it? i saw the invite where'd it go?
A Different Experience...
I got a hair cut at the Hue Aveda Salon for the first time. It was something I didn’t expect. I came in and they gave me tea:) Afterwards I got a scalp/hand/shoulder/neck massage. I had no idea that a haircut would come with all of those things haha. I was so tense because I never got a massage before loll :) It was relaxing and I love my new haircut :) I got home after that and took a nap...
Rain...
Something about it just soothes me. For a moment, I can forget my troubles and relax. I woke up from my nap and I was laying in bed for the longest time looking at the rain outside my window. Or maybe I was just being lazy… lol.
Please wash away my worries and the memories that keep coming back in my head. Thank you.
Cupcakes :]]
This looks too cute to be eaten haha:)
I can't feel my feet ...
Oh man, my feet are sore. Haha, I definitely had fun today though;) Haven’t been clubbing for a while :O The place itself wasn’t that great but good company = a good time:) Highlands is still the best hehe:) I kept seeing the same white guy creeping on us though… -_- I swear every time I turned around he magically was near lol. Got Jack in the Box afterwards and now I’m...
Day 4 - Four things you wish you could say, but...
1. You really got me fooled with your broken promises and statements. Thanks for letting me learn that honesty is hard to find nowadays.
2. You are so full of bullshit. Maybe you’ll get better at it one day so it doesn’t make you look dumb.
3. There were a lot of things I said that I didn’t mean and for some reason, I feel like you were doing the same.
4. When you mature more,...
